there's a bug in my room

i'm supposed to be asleep. this time last night i was supposed to be asleep. but last night i was out til 1 am. the rents didn't notice. it's like, i want to take advantage of EVERY moment. i'm afraid of what lies ahead for me this week. i hate goodbyes. i've already said four. here's to all the rest. i hope i cry. most people would say they hope they don't cry. not me. i hope i do cry because i never cry. i don't want to wait til i'm gone to cry about it. i want to cry while i'm here with them. so they can be there for me. it's not the same for my roommate. she lives in columbia, so she's not really leaving much of anything. i'm leaving the best family in the world. i love how friends become family in the body of christ. i've really seen that in roanoke this year. i can't wait to see that in columbia, too. scratch that. i can't wait to be a part of that in columbia.