rush

Today is pref day for rush. I think I'm gonna drop. I don't have any of my favorite sororities left. Kinda sucks but maybe it's for the best. I wasn't too sure about it to begin with. I told fetz and Jason that I'll probably drop. They were happy. I just can't justify doing it when I wasn't sure to begin with if I'm not gonna be a KD or ADPi. I wasn't even too upset that DZ dropped me this round. I've been thinking about it and maybe this isnt where the Lord wants me. To drop wouldn't be the end of the world. What would be the end of the world would be to not be able to lead YL because I'm too busy with my sorority. I dont want spring to come and not have time for leadership training or spending time with my team. Maybe rush next year. I can't wait to have my team. That's gonna be the best. Better than our dysfunctional team at home.