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I went my first high school club since May last night. A.C. Flora’s. Julia’s high school. It was fun. But it wasn’t like HV club. I loved HV club. Flora’s was smaller than HV’s. it reminded me of our Wyldlife club at home. The transitions weren’t great. The numbers weren’t as big as HV club. The songs weren’t as great. Obviously, cause Evan wasn’t leading songs. He has such a talent for that. It made me miss him.

Club last night made me reminiscent for Roanoke club. but it made me hopeful for when i lead here. i crave it. i miss loving on those girls. Katie, Tricia, Bree, Catherine, Lauren, Shannon, Brooke, Morgan, Drapack, Liz, and so many more. Gosh i miss going nuts with them at club. alex told me the other day that all of the underclassmen girls at HV looked up to me. i did not know that. i wish i had. i remember Fetz told us once that we had more power to change our school than we knew. he asked sean if he regretted any missed opportunities in high school to show kids Christ. he said he definitely had missed opportunities. i tried my hardest to catch every opportunity i was given. each one was a blessing. i know i missed some though. times when i could have loved more and deeper. that being said, i regret nothing. i love my girls. and i've established some fantastic relationships, within AND without Young Life. like my group of college friends. Alex, Manderz, Zabby and Becks. and Emily and Kimmy. and more. all of them. i've established great relationships there where i can just love them unconditionally, and i didn't even use the tool of Young Life. but still, i can't wait to be blessed with those opportunities to love on girls through Young Life again.