half of my heart

is still in Roanoke. With my best friends from HV. with my young life girls. i hear Roanoke YL is struggling. i don't doubt it. the seniors who should be steppin it up don't seem to care. i was watching OTH the other day, and lucas was coaching the ravens. he was pissed because in only four years after he and nathan graduated, the team had gone from champs, to a losing squad. that's how i feel with roanoke YL. our senior class built it up so much. we were loving so hard last year. we brought kids that would have never met the Lord. just feels like something that took us so long and so much work that we poured into it is going down so fast. seems like no one cares. i hate that. Young Life is my ministry. the seniors and juniors at home are my people. i just feel like they are dropping the ball. i pray hard about Roanoke YL every day. i think about it often. maybe too often. but after all, that's where half of my heart is.